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Title |   The review was turned down 11/30/16
2018-01-13 15:24
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  • Esther, noh
Wednesday, November 30, 2016

The review was turned down. I felt really hurt. From the beginning, I prayed that the Lord's will be done but it just hurts my heart so badly that it turns out to end like this. I wonder again if God cares for my way to happiness. I know that this result is from his will because I prayed for His will to be done and through this situation, I am going to be used as a tool to do the work of the Lord such as praying for the unit and others. But, it's just hard to believe that it was his way to love for me through this situation. I know I must believe that Jesus is still here with me, he loves me, and his high wisdom that sees the future made me stay here for my sake, but it's hard to believe in those things, and to feel peace, loved, happy and certain from the love of God. I know that I shouldn't be like this and I am being like Israelites but that's just how I feel. I'm praying to Jesus that I would feel better than now.